Part 3 of 7 – My spirit guides are friendly and supportive throughout the session. This starts out asking what I really want, do I want to be alone forever. A memory comes up of being assaulted by an ex-boyfriend in my car. Followed by a memory of being attacked with a knife by one of my sisters as a young child. And internalizing the feeling that my parents must not want me to be alive when they won’t keep me safe from her.
The “black box” mention goes back to Session 1, where my guides told me that I have some memories locked in a black box in my mind that I’m not ready to unlock and process yet.
