just when I think I'm seen
and felt . . held.
it's all a fake
a stake
my mistake
cut me off
and it's like a cut-down
cut me off
lemme fall from the cuff
thoughtless.
I'll take it back
take it back
what didn't need to be given
wasn't even mine
so I won't mind
wasn't even mine
so I got out of mind
did the very things I wish you'd do to me
good too.
did the very things with
strangers
I wish you knew
did the very things strange errrrr
maybe it was an
errror
and I can't even find a care
can't regret
can't forget
even while thinking it might be divine
to witness
you walking
witness you walk-in
not for hurt . . for a look
that would finally make me feel something
anything
terrible and awful is the only way to pull it from me
pluck those emotions
give me the sensation I've been chasing
whatever it takes, no limits, ruin it all.
Don't know
how to do anything better.
Took it all back
you'll never see
you never saw cause you weren't seen
not mine to give
so I took them back
words are
that meaningless.
