April 27, 2019
Up in the middle of the night. Who’s personality am I now? The personality that prefers staying in on the weekend. Eat and sleep instead of partying for days. I’m…
Poetry
Original poetry by Captain Erica.
Eating Death
I’ve already been devoured, you can’t eat death twice. These wolves see me as greenery. I look innocent, said the brother. Just because I play along and let you. Nobody…
Prick.
I’m a prickly pear. Don’t.. don’t you dare reach out to touch me. Hold or feel me. Genuinely connect with me. I’ll prick you, pain you, blame you. I’m a…
Not My Job Anymore
It’s inside of me an agitation a destination begging me to let it free let if feel me steal me from this disappointing life. Sat for an hour in the…
Cruelest Thing
The cruelest thing that could ever be done is to steal reality from someone. What’s left once it’s all undone? When madness and loneliness have won. So stupid, it’s dumb….
Jammed Up
Jammed up, wishing I’d die wishing I’d try? wishing just to wish I could fly.
Bubble Gum
He says the way I cook my meat is like chewing bubble gum pink. Wants a bit of steak anyway wrapped in foil always on the go always Royale. What…
I’m Mad.
I’ve just fucked someone else. I’m in the wrong, betrayed the betrayer. But all I want is for him to fuck me right now. Destroy, distract me. Anything is better…
Curiosities
I’m just a curiosity and eventually curiosities become discoveries you me + bored boringx put me back in the BOX move on to a new hobby obsession motel lobby so lemme just…
Taking Back
just when I think I’m seen and felt . . held. it’s all a fake a stake my mistake cut me off and it’s like a cut-down cut me off…
Fever Dreams
Feels like my face is melting off right fever pitched a finch choking on the tunes tho Garbled up like a throat full of dough oh no.
Applaud The Game
So strange, can think you know all about me cause living life publicly and never be told my real name. and never ask what was said in shame. and never…
Clever
Even if it’s clever even if it’s true none of those things really matter they can still make fun of take control of take advantage of fake attachment to you.
Dirty Laundry
maybe you’ve been brainwashed she says I have been brain-washed my whole life I’m a woman, after all I feel confused because I thought I told you as much. And…
Golden Eyes
Gold leaf Golden sheaf Molten gold mean Somewhere something between honey and mead. Liquid in those eyes Are they weary; is it wise?
Allowed
I’m allowed to change my mind take it back tell you no tell you to fuck off to say when it hurts to say when I’m not longer interested to…
No Title
You notice a new cut, left hand pointer finger. Knuckle. Not terrible, more than paper. “The End” by JPOLND plays and your mind flips a light switch. How do you…
Love A Monster
Miss you And I say ‘miss you too’ Because even if it’s mostly a lie it’s still true.
Tired on the floor
I’m tired.Of my endless washing machine mind, spin cycle set on rinse repeat unwind.Worn tread of soul wishing for less not more.Waiting for words to soothe and settle, but every…
Weakly Beat Me
When I am weak you beat me so I’ll push on. When I am strong you beat me to keep me weakly. Have I not pulled your carts and planted…
Pain, Friend
What is this pain in my body? Here in passing, or here to stay? Why does it make me feel all bound up, angry to get it out? Can I…