I Fell Apart

I fell apart.
 
I stopped sleeping.
 
Then I slept again, but this time
    all through the day.
 
I drank too much.
I drank in the morning,
    just because. Fuck it.
 
I got stoned
    because feeling
        and remembering
            were just much too much.
 
I broke down
    crying in night clubs
        because white girl
            wasted is real.
 
I rage and I
    sobbed and I
        laughed until I
            cried again until
                being mute seemed right.
 
Now I want
    to set it down
        and walk away.
 
Frolic through the rest.